OMG I am finally caught up with SPN.
Apr. 5th, 2010 10:17 pm![[personal profile]](https://www.dreamwidth.org/img/silk/identity/user.png){kind=small}
dauntAnd I just watched 5.16..... :(
Oh my god that episode. Both my husband and I were like ---> D:> While watching it.
Fireworks with Dean and bbSammy was amazing, that was the most presh thing I've seen on this show in a while! SAMMY HUGGED HIM. Of course they couldn't go with a memory like that for Sam. Poor Sam! I hear some people are Sam-bashing after this ep? WHY??? (kid has a right to want to do his own thing AND still love Dean) I felt so horrible for him, he couldn't control what memories were shown. It's more than obvious how much he loves Dean and of course there have to be happy memories that Dean is involved in! We just didn't see them. Not that I don't feel bad for Dean too because, jfc, that guy is so deep in his own self-hatred. Poor Dean. Please believe Sam! :( He really does love u bb!
One thing that Sam and Dean's relationship reminds me of is how kids really do take their parents for granted. Dean was always there for Sam, as much a brother as a father sometimes. Dean was a constant in Sam's life so I don't think he can help the fact he forgot that as a kid, all he could think of is how they were different. It's really hard to be grateful at that age when you're feeling so resentful too. My younger brother was embarrassed by my parents and I always thought they were kick ass. I used to get so pissed at him for being so fussy about them. And dude, he kept saying how he 'didn't look at it that way'...and now he knows. The problem is that Sam could talk himself blue in the face about how much he cares about Dean now, I still don't think it will get through to Dean. :( ARGH, BOYS.
I do not want to know how John Winchester reacted when he found out Sam ran out on Dean. :( Dean must have been beside (and blaming) himself, gah.
Anyways, Dean throwing away the pendant was horribly sad! I think Sam saw the pendant as a part of Dean for so long he didn't recognize how much it meant to him that Dean treasured it so much. HE SO GOT IT OUT OF THE TRASH. I BELIEVE THAT.
FYI guys, I wasn't slashing in my head AT ALL while I wrote this and it still sounds so SHIPPY. Anyways. SOULMATES. SRSLY. Also Cas knew Dean would find Sam in heaven, Cas knows they're soulmates, eeeee! <3 ALSO CAS NEEDS A HUG with both the boys, poor Cas. (3 way hug? MINDS OUT OF THE GUTTER GUYS) The boys could at least go to heaven. Cas has nowhere to go. :(
ANYWAYS, God I ramble so much. D: Predictions for the future: Dean and Sam will both say YES. Somehow Sam will be able to stop Lucifer from killing Micheal because it's that important to him. IDK It feels like only something EPIC would show Dean how much Sam cares about him...
Okay ahah, um *embarrassed* $20 says that was barely coherent. HEY I AM AN ARTIST don't expect prose from me! ;_;
Oh my god that episode. Both my husband and I were like ---> D:> While watching it.
Fireworks with Dean and bbSammy was amazing, that was the most presh thing I've seen on this show in a while! SAMMY HUGGED HIM. Of course they couldn't go with a memory like that for Sam. Poor Sam! I hear some people are Sam-bashing after this ep? WHY??? (kid has a right to want to do his own thing AND still love Dean) I felt so horrible for him, he couldn't control what memories were shown. It's more than obvious how much he loves Dean and of course there have to be happy memories that Dean is involved in! We just didn't see them. Not that I don't feel bad for Dean too because, jfc, that guy is so deep in his own self-hatred. Poor Dean. Please believe Sam! :( He really does love u bb!
One thing that Sam and Dean's relationship reminds me of is how kids really do take their parents for granted. Dean was always there for Sam, as much a brother as a father sometimes. Dean was a constant in Sam's life so I don't think he can help the fact he forgot that as a kid, all he could think of is how they were different. It's really hard to be grateful at that age when you're feeling so resentful too. My younger brother was embarrassed by my parents and I always thought they were kick ass. I used to get so pissed at him for being so fussy about them. And dude, he kept saying how he 'didn't look at it that way'...and now he knows. The problem is that Sam could talk himself blue in the face about how much he cares about Dean now, I still don't think it will get through to Dean. :( ARGH, BOYS.
I do not want to know how John Winchester reacted when he found out Sam ran out on Dean. :( Dean must have been beside (and blaming) himself, gah.
Anyways, Dean throwing away the pendant was horribly sad! I think Sam saw the pendant as a part of Dean for so long he didn't recognize how much it meant to him that Dean treasured it so much. HE SO GOT IT OUT OF THE TRASH. I BELIEVE THAT.
FYI guys, I wasn't slashing in my head AT ALL while I wrote this and it still sounds so SHIPPY. Anyways. SOULMATES. SRSLY. Also Cas knew Dean would find Sam in heaven, Cas knows they're soulmates, eeeee! <3 ALSO CAS NEEDS A HUG with both the boys, poor Cas. (3 way hug? MINDS OUT OF THE GUTTER GUYS) The boys could at least go to heaven. Cas has nowhere to go. :(
ANYWAYS, God I ramble so much. D: Predictions for the future: Dean and Sam will both say YES. Somehow Sam will be able to stop Lucifer from killing Micheal because it's that important to him. IDK It feels like only something EPIC would show Dean how much Sam cares about him...
Okay ahah, um *embarrassed* $20 says that was barely coherent. HEY I AM AN ARTIST don't expect prose from me! ;_;
